F*cking People!!!
Why do some people not realise that their actions effect others? Last night I was talking to a really nice friend who was in need of some support. Then someone else, I will call her ‘X’ comes online and triggers me very badly. Why did she feel the need to do that? I don’t fucking know! And I can handle the fact that I am upset and triggered because *I* am stupid enough to know this person and *I* probably deserve a bit of unhappiness. But I was so triggered that I had to stop talking to the nice friend who needed support. I know he isn’t gonna read this cause I tell him not to but sorry ((V)). And i was in such a hurry to leave and in such a state that i don’t think i clarified that it wasn’t him who triggered me. I bet he feels bad now.
Why can’t people realise that their actions have chain effects? What good do they get out of being cruel? argh.